{♥}I Still Love & Miss You. But I Have To Let Go Of You.{♥}

♥ Saturday, December 18, 2010

back to blog again recently has been busy wid wrk n other stuff (:
its end of the year mth liao soon it gonna to be a new year again in 2011 .
hope my mind will be with 2010 n not to be bought toward 2011 at least i wont hav lots of flashback at all .
you seem to be coming back to me but i reali cant acpt the way you are maybe im trying to be hard to pass thru all this hurt you gave me .
im sry i hope one day you will understand why am i doing all this ):
life ish so miserable to live thru each n everyday without you but i told myself im strong enough to let go of you if i had alreadi decided .
i had lots of overdue photo but lazy to update arghh ...
shall end here liao wont be blogging so often le will be busy wid my wrk ^_^

2:45 PM

♥ Saturday, November 27, 2010

heys ...
back to blog again finally my off days can at hme slp longer le (:

today sat im staying at hme the whole days jus nw went hougang eat wid parent than came hme liao .

tis week went to my younger bro chalet at coast sand resort on mon wid my cousin n end up 3 plus than went hme super tired .

tue went eat steamboat at bugis wid my clique, i receive ur msg im damn happy but in the end you didnt reply me after a few ): i still miss you alots .

we went shesha at arab street .

hmm in the end the last place we went JDEE drink till 3 than went hme . (:

wed gd girl after wrk went hme n slp early cos 2 days not enough slp le .

thur n fri meet up wid my cousin n go eat supper had my fav almond beancurd n fried oyster at chomp chomp n ytd went prata house eat n yishun dam (:

i cut short my hair already to siian wid the hairstyle liao .

i shall end my post here hope everything will come to an end soon bah i dont wish to suffer thru out the things ):

4:25 AM

♥ Saturday, November 20, 2010

back to blog again ...
nw rotting at hme wid my bro (:
recently lots of activites to update ...
mon after wrk went out wid the same clique went n eat bak gu teh for dinner @balestier .
tue meet up we cousin gathering we went chomp chomp eat after ta jiu go hme le .
wed too tired to go out so home sweet home to my lala land (:
thur same clique outing again we actually wanna eat steamboat but they closing at 11 n we reach ther abt 1030 no choice in the end we went n eat hong kong cafe its suck ttm lorx i rather spend tat amount eating xin wang than eat hk cafe nv will we go ther anymore .
ytd cousin gathering again we went lots of places n ton till morning 6 plus than reach hme super super tired but fun outing (:
we went bishan prawning but lots of ppl ther so we decided to go eat first than see how ltr, than we went golden mile to eat thai steamboat .
saw him at jd wid them didnt get to chat wid him, we were jus lyk a stranger passing thru each other only ):
hais hope tat i had make a right decision for myself n you .
after that we went mount faber than go marina barrage i love it ttm ther the scene ish super nice .
changi to see airplanes n bring my bro go see ah gua haas ....
than we went back to bishan prawning 3hrs damn siian lorx but enjoy the nites alots .
we went to little india n eat dim sum n all home sweet home (:
seeing you now so happy im happy for you also at least i know what you really want in ur heart .
hope one day we will still be fren n chat wid each other again .
i shall end here le tmr wrking half day shagg ):

4:43 AM

♥ Sunday, October 31, 2010

hi im back le .

my blog reali goin to be dead liao so long didnt update lots of things le .

today ish the last day of oct le nxt mth ish nov time passes so fast goin to be 2011 soon le .
tis mth everything to me seem to be spoil liao hopefully nxt mth will be a better mth for me .

hais... lots of things has happen to me i reali hope tat everything will be back to normal n time will heal everything .

recently has been busy wrking n drinking wid frens, shall update abit wad i had done tis week .

mon after wrk went n meet up wid buddy n kenny at tpy inter n we went lor 5 to acc them eat as i had no much appetite to eat cos i had lots of thing in my mind tat make my mood totally turn off .

after tat we went to playground slack n chit chat awhile than we home sweet home wor (:

tue night went to tanjong katong n eat ice cream chef wid paul,doris n jaslin after tat we head to hougang to pass thing to their frens n we went chomp chomp to hav supper.

woah i lyk their almond beancurd super nice wor n had lots of fun wid them, after tat we head to bedok reservoir to relax awhile n chit chatting, but too bad it start drizzling n we all head back home (:

thurs after wrk went n do medi n pedi wid jaslin after tat we slack awhile n took cab hme .

fri went wid jaslin for drinking session till 12 plus than we took cab hme together .

hais tat all for tis mth bah, nxt week im goin hoilday to penang n genting for 4 days trip le .

hope it can let me had a new start went im back again ):

shall end here n let my photo do the talking bah ....

PS: I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU DEEPLY .....

me & jeremy (:

so emo (:

tis belong to urs ):

me & jeremy (:

9:27 PM

♥ Sunday, September 12, 2010

my blog goin to die liao so long didnt update le .
recently nth much happen wor (:
on the 4 sep went JDEE wid darryl n his group of fren to drink n did enjoy myself wor (:
actually siam tio oso quite enjoying de lah no bad .
hmm than on 7 sep went to ther oso cos was his bdae n drink alots wid those thai girl .
quite fun n i gt a hello kitty bear (:
hais tis mth lots of ppl bdae hav to attend wor, ytd went n pierce ear hole wid my collegue nw hav additional ear hole le (:
shall concentrate on my wrk n dont feel lyk caring abt other thing anymore .
i had enough stress n everything le it time to let go everything n dont think abt it le .
maybe im not as lucky as other girl bah, i jus a normal girl which easily believe wad other ppl say .
im toopid enough to fall into all the trap that i has walk thru all this while .
im tired le pls let me off )':

12:37 AM

♥ Tuesday, August 24, 2010

hais recently not free to update my blog .
sooner or later goin to die liao arhh .
nth much happen so far .
last week went to xin wang cafe wid my laopo treat her eat as her bdaes gave lorx .
after tat we both cab hme n rest le .
lucky the next day off cos goin to dentist app mend 2 tooth decay after tat went i was abt to leave the clinic i saw some bastard at polyclinic . WTF siol !!!
than i headed hme to play wid my baobei darrius n than went prepared to go nicholas wrking place find him .
pei him slack till he close shop lorx (:
the rest of the day after wrk jiu went hme le be a good girl didnt went clubbing n drinking .
hmm i had this feeling for someone but i dont know shld i tel him or jus kept quite to myself ):
shall end here le will update soon again . ^_^

2:06 AM

♥ Tuesday, August 10, 2010

recently too busy to blog le .
my thumb recovering soon le the skin started to grow back liao (:
but lah 7mth also had started le cant hang out too late also hav to reach hme early .
last week didnt went anywher at all after wrk jiu go hme be good girl lorx .
fri after wrk went to CHIJMES n drink wid buddy his chivas 12yr still hav half bottle i n him finish up .
after tat we jiu head back hme to rest lorx (:
sat went to ECP wid family to my cousin chalet .
sun went to temple wid parent again n follow daddi go do thing at ther wid my younger bro .
after tat i n my younger bro went to hougang plaza eat sushi woah finally had my craving le .
so happi (: than night time we went to ECP to find our cousin n we had bbq at ther .
quite fun having gathering wid cousin, we drink n chit chatting together till morning 7 plus than went hme .
somemore only slp for 2 hrs n i had to wake up n prepare to wrk super tired day . (:
shall updates till here bah ...

12:12 AM